reason

i want us to move into this space together, but you are hesitating.

i let you go.

reasons:
i want to do what feels right, to be safe and clear and strong, to be in integrity, to define my individual needs without distraction, without depending on someone outside myself to create happiness, satisfaction, or the ability to take care of myself alone.

in doing so, i felt drop away all of what 'everyone else' thinks is right. everything else is superficial. i will wait. i will allow. and i will fight for what i want. i will remember gratitude and abundance and infinite creativity as my natural states.

reason was wrong. i just threw the bolt that split myself in two.

heart is what matters.